Journal number one~^ㅡ^

Only three months are left till I write the applications for universities. It has been giving me so much stress; I have not been feeling well. I have been tired and sick of doing things. The weather is not helping me either because I do not adjust well to a hot weather. Anyways, the time keeps on passing and I really feel like I have gotten nothing done. I do not know if I am being a pessimist, but I have been depressed.
I am getting better nowadays, but seeing how others got a lot of things done that will help them later in the future, I can not help doubting myself. As a result I have decided to think positively because there is nothing better than being an optimist. I have experienced that being around an optimist also helps you and others feel better. Therefore, I would like to make myself and others feel better. I hope I can get a hold of myself and work hard. I need to think positively and never lose focus. Working hard never hurt anybody.